Day 5-Dreams
Dear Dreams,
I need to stop dreaming about situations that make me feel insecure. I HATE IT! So please stop. Lately too many nightmares have been coming my way and I am so beyond over them. I wanna dream of more inspiring things. I have no clue what else to say, damn you bad dreams.
Day 4- Siblings
David,
My big brother, thank you for being hard on me times, you’ve given me a drive to want to prove you wrong and that makes me a better person. Thank you for serving our country, it was your decision to go out there & fight, you’re my hero. Thank you for bringing 3 wonderfully crazy little girls into my life and for bringing Lissa into my life as well. I love you. I always remember you taking me shopping, sipping on italian sodas and when you brought the stars into my room and made a galaxy on my ceiling.
Lala,
Thank you for always being there when I needed to talk, for giving me advice even when you were going through hard times yourself. I hope to have a beautiful home & family like you when I’m older and especially I hope I get to be a wonderful mother like you are for Demi & Brandon, I hope those two grow up,love me and look up to me the way I looked up to you.
P.S I will always envy your boobs and why you got all the boob gene lol
Danny,
Thank you for always knowing how to make me laugh. For introducing me to new music and letting me show you some music I’ve discovered along the way. Don’t forget, one of these days I am taking you to an event Thank you for always being my little light at the tunnel when shit has hit the fan, you’ve always been able to stick up for me when I needed it. I love you very much.
Love your baby sister,
Jessica
Day 3-Parents
Mommy & Daddy,
Thank you for always bailing me out of trouble when I’ve needed it. Thank you for keeping me on a short leash when I was young, it always kept my focus and out of trouble. Thank you for opening your doors and giving me my old room back when I had no where to run to. Thank you for teaching about unconditional love and support, even when I made some horrible decisions. I hope to make you guys very proud one day and be successful.
love you,
Jessica
Day 2- Crush
Dear tall skinny guy I met at the Mirage almost 3 years ago,
Ya you! You’re still my crush, I still get butterflies when you give me a kiss and I still smile everytime I get a text or phone call from you. I still laugh at all your jokes and learn new things about you every day. It’s keeping that spark of a crush that keeps everything going strong.
Love,
Jessica, the short girl double fisting Heinekeins at the Mirage.
Oceanlab- On A Good Day
Little bit lost and…
A little bit lonely
Little bit cold here
A little bit feared
But I hold on,and I feel strong, and I know that I can.
Getting used to it,lit the fuse to it,ike to know who I am
Been talking to myself forever, yeah
And how I wish I knew me better, yeah
Still sitting on a shelf and never
Never seen the sun shine brighter
And it feels like me
On a good day
And it feels like me
On a good day
I’m a little bit hemmed in, a little bit isolated, a little bit hopeful, a little bit cold.
But I hold on and I feel strong and I know that I can.
Getting used to it,lit the fuse to it, like to know who I am.
Been talking to myself forever, yeah
And how I wish I knew me better, yeah
Still sitting on a shelf and never
Never seen the sun shine brighter…
And it feels like me
On a good day
This was my MOMENT at EDC, well one of many. I found this video on youtube & it broght me back instantly to that moment. The video is kinda shaky, whoever was recording it was obviously just as excited as I was. It gives a good taste of the vibe of the collesium, minus all the crap that was on the news, I had the time of MY LIFE!
THE ELECTRIC DAISY CARNIVAL, in the city of angels.
JUNE 26, 2010
Lights, music, pure happiness…
I would do anything to go back & relive this night, I was surrounded by the people I most love, Juicy we missed you like crazy. What’s better than beautful music, fireworks, happy people & the freedom to be your true self, no judement. Such an amazing night, can’t wait til we do it all over again.
Day 1- Best Friend
Nikky,
The only person who I know will always laugh when we come across a picture of a beluga whale. I hope we get to be together one day and meet a real life beluga. Haha. Well what can I say, I absolutely love you to death! I remember my first impression on meeting you, I right away had so much respect for you. I would never at 18 years old been able to pack my bags and move across the country from my family to start fresh. I commend you for that to this day, your drive & ambition inspires me. My next impression of you was that there would never be a dull moment around you, why? Because the first time we went out, he pulled a flask outta your bag and you were like “Ooohhh, who’s down!?” haha. I had the most fun with you and was so glad you had fun with us. Now here we are 3 years later, getting ready to move into a new chapter of our friendship, becoming roomies =] I am so so excited for that! You have been my shoulder to cry on when things got rough and you took me out for some fun when I had crawled into a little hole. I thank you for that. But most of all I thank you for being such an honest friend, for telling me when I needed to shape up, telling me when I was wrong, irrational and just plain stupid. But for also being there when I needed you to back me up and for telling me when it was ok for me to cry. I can only hope that I can be there for you the way you have been for me. You are a beautiful woman inside & out, you’re intelligent, charismatic, honest & loving. I love you for being a hippie, for looking awesome in hoop earrings and for having legs I would kill for. Just remember we must always stay honest with each other so we don’t hate each other in the end haha, I couldn’t recover from that one! Thank you for being my down for anything friend, you’re the breast brichi brich.
Love,
Jessica
Here goes another one..
I will try my BEST to make this one happen..
Day by Day: Letters
A new 30 day challenge. Letters to:
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
